hiiii....

I am back from camp... It fun and enjoying...

I learn a lot of things...

Although tired but we manage to fixed some things that haven done...

I most like our practice dancing part....

all get to know the steps and moving part, where should we go...

after that we still have 12 more days to tutti!!!!

inspirasi anda, aspirasi kami!!!!!

can't wait for it!!!!

but while waiting very tension about college stuff!!!!!

father still want me to take other subject than sports......

THE PROBLEM IS I AM NOT INTERESTED!!!!!!

very stress and pissful every time talk about this thing!!!!! HATE IT!!! :(

not going to online

today is the last blog for this week...
I am not going to write any stories until I come back from ops tutti...
today is ops tutti start at 5.00pm until sunday noon...
good luck to me for all the test...
although I have no mood to do all the test but I must do it also...
plus I will not comfortable for 3 days.... Don't want come want, come!!!
every time camp also like that....
so I aim tutti camp not going to happen again...
those who understand, understand lo...
those who don't know just ignore this part....
going to chau.... bye!!!!!

blur+stress+tension+scream

today and the last few days I am very very stress+blur+tension+wanted to scream!!!!!!

everyday just busy about college stuff also very tension already...

added by my piano class... exam coming soon...

haiz... now just got 2 intakes.. january or may...

if I choose the may intake I will have no time to practice my piano and sure will FAIL in my exam!!!!

if choose january scard the course don't have as the mail state to me...

I don't know whether my course is the main course or not... HAIZ!!!!!!!

everyday tension about this!!!!!!!! and now I cannot work... no money to earn oso!!!!!!!!!!

I WANT TO SCREAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

12th day of PLKN

8/4/2010 thursday

the last day for me at Kem PLKN Paya Indah

Today is my last day I at Paya Indah NS camp. I felt sad because I will leave this camp, my friends and all the caring teacher. In the morning I'll still be ready to go to the rally in the morning and exercise in the morning. After that I will take my breakfast for my last time. Then I returned to dom to prepare to the CB class for my last time. I did not go in the morning session because I had to manage the document to go back. I had to return the sheets, blankets, and clothing together with footwear celoreng boot. Then I meet my dom teacher to take my hp. I feel reluctant to part with all people. Then I went to class last CB. While they were in the middle of game play. I see only. After that we asked to sit back as women in a row and men as well. And it is time to speak in front. Every day before class finish have this session. Will request a representative to share their experiences while in class and camp. At first I did not want to spoke and because Dayu request, so I spoke out.First I do not want to hold my tears but can not hold. I was crying and a friend give me tissue stretch for me. I can not speak properly. I can not relax. After that, Dayu was speaking and tears to me again. Dayu is the first friend and closest friend in the camp. Through her I do not think the new loneliness and homesickness. Then lunch. I do not want to eat because not hungry and I think back to the dom to update my things. Expiration of packing, I take pictures with my hp.

After that, I leave my dom, I took my things to the front office. Because too many things, I live a few things to be take second time. And yet I also meet Fizah teacher, the teacher who is a Charlie teacher and dom 7 teacher. I take this opportunity to thank teacher. Then I took my last belongings to the office. Time I pass parade square ground, all the wira's are in there. They all say goodbye to me, I was overwhelmed .. Then I took the opportunity to the hall to meet with Charlie company. They sang Charlie song for me ... OOO :((... I want to cry.Then I met with dom teacher to apologize and thanks to teacher. And capture photos with teacher.

Then they all get gather together again. I say goodbye to them.

This is the camp of the most sweet for me.

This camp will be my memories forever.

I will miss you all guys .. ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

This are some picture I capture

p/s: want see more please go to my facebook http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=30458367&op=16&o=global&view=global&subj=92140875973&id=1095019011#!/album.php?aid=2037588&id=1240374491

11th day PLKN

7/4/2010 wednesday

Today I got up as usual at 5:30 am. Clean and tidy beds.
Then is morning assembly and morning exercises. Then breakfast. As always go back to dom and updates with class clothes ready to class. Day sixth. Until afternoon should be lunch lo. After that, all should be dressed in half loreng but I wear sports clothes because I had to go check up. And today my friend will be back, Wan Yin I will miss you. We capture some picture as memories in the dom and I send her to the office last time. We was sad because Wan Yin will going back soon. Wan Yin is one of the friends who same with dom with me, the same company and same class CB with me. After that I immediately into the medical room as I was late. Time I arrived I was shocked. Many people inside. I was requested to wait. I wait until fall asleep. Then, the teacher said doctors could not come. Had to go to the clinic. Time I go out from medical room I saw all trainers are gathered at the Parade Ground and the weather is very hot. I can imagine how hot I will be if I would be in.

Then we take a van along with a few people who will go to clinic. Reach already teacher submit the details to nurse to take turns numbers. Documents like the letter doctor or x-ray radiation teacher holds. One by one go into the room. Finally, my turn. Teacher handed my documents to the doctor. The document I told my mother brought to the camp on Tuesday. Doctor only to see the document continues say I am not qualified to go to NS. That time my feeling I can't imagine. I cannot said do not to sad, I cannot say can happy. What can I do, I just accept the reality only.Then wait few people to complete and return to camp. Time I reached at camp was 5:30 pm.Tea time.

I returned to the dom and the first person to ask me the result is Dayu. I told I had to go back and all start to sad and ask why. Makes me feel like crying. At night, i take my dinner for last time and updates some my things. At 10:30, all are allowed to return to the dom. Previous back to we were not sleeping. Teacher do again discussion on the night. And that night was my last night I sleep in the dom 8. I remember my teacher said, who want to "bermanja-manja" with me. HAHA I laugh. Then all back to their own bed to sleep. So as I.

10th day of PLKN

6/4/2010 tuesday

It was in my 10th day in the NS camps. Similarly, the day before, ready for assembly in the morning, morning exercise and breakfast.

After that, class is CB. Day five. After the morning classes continue to lunch. In the afternoon, a brief presentation on the PC and the semester break.

We have a semester break for everyone.

For those living in Selangor can return home, but for the Sabah, Sarawak they have to buy airplane ticket using own money to return.

We are all very happy to be back home relax and meet with family members. After the briefing, continued with dinner.

After dinner, the non-Muslim can relax.

At night, the last video.

After the show, count the of people strength and return to the dom to sleep.

*so sorry too short coz nothing special to say today

9th day of PLKN

5/4/2010 monday

This day, I had to get up early. Because there morning assembly. HAiz ...
so sleepy ~ ~ As always, breakfast at 7:30 am after morning exercise. Then prepare to CB fourth day of class. In addition, need packed bed. It's layout every day. After that, lunch. After lunch, prepared with NS sports clothes and gather in the briefing hall. Today we have to make final preparations before the presentation KKJ from each company. So we make a last rehearsal to performed at night. I have to present one of the sub title. Teacher-teacher gives companies a lot of encouragement, support to me and my friends. We will perform the best. Awaited by all the time. KKJ best competition begin. Wira make a vote, we was the 1st companies to perform. Waloa, just calm fear back. I spoke with a vibrating-vibratory. What rehearsal do some I can't do. So dissapointed.. But we are offering a nice cheer. Lucky, not many questions were asked. We secure. Continued with another company. The time waiting by all of us. Results are in the hands of the teacher and will be notified. Feeling very, very disappointed we lost, and we are at last place!!! I think our offense ... Teacher-teacher must feel disappointed and sad. I'm sad .. I returned to dom to calm down. There are also some other friends said that our company good in cheering and we also have bad comment .I dont want to think already, I shower and sleep. ;(

8th day of PLKN

4/4/2010 Sunday

Today wake up late as usual. After breakfast, gather together to calculate the strength of the people. After that, all allowed to return to the dom for dom administration pending the expiration of the time the family visits. Start at 9 am, family visit had begun. Family visits this week many male family members to visit them .. Men more than women. About 10:30 am, my family members said will come. I am so happy. After I wait 30 minutes, my reached family. Announcement has been made, my name is called. So I went to the family visit to meet with my family. All members of my family except my sister came. He must sleep at home. My family bring KFC for me to eat .. HUREY! Able to eat KFC ~ ~ Then I chat with my family, I suggest eating KFC in dom. IN the center, brother suddenly said want to go back already... haiz ... I miss my mother and family separated, and she said maybe will not come next week ... HUHUHUHUHU !!!!!!

After my family returned me back to the dom. I want to suggest that KFC share with friends.But there are only five pieces. So I wait for tea time to eat quietly in the dom .. hehehehe just joking

Because I really can not be exhausted, I share with hidayu. He help me eat a piece. I eat all the others. Woo .. so full my stomach .. As such, there is a feast to celebrate a friend's birthday. Eat homemade cake. Because of teacher not in the room, I with my friends Wan Yin brings the cake to the teacher at the gate.Teacher is there. Middle teacher read the newspaper. After that, we went to dom to rest while waiting for dinner time. While waiting out the Muslim prayer, the head coach said hp must be delivered before 9 pm .. ish .. we all sad but your dom teacher let us use the hp to the middle of the night but can not deliver new taken out of the dom. So we normally arranged in calculating the strength on the briefing hall. after that, there are wira who have not submitted hp known by the head coach. Grumpy teacher shouting bloody murder. My friend panicked and I told her to relax. Do not know immediately. She followed. Teacher is feeling a bit guilty. After our release, we went to the dom to be able to use more hp. We use quietly. Suddenly there was a teacher in another dom suddenly came in. We were all shocked. Because the islam were reading yasin islamic center. Fortunately, the central purpose has been hiding her HP already.

Finally, we submit hp in the middle of the night and sleep. Have to get up early the next day back. ~

7th day of PLKN

3/4/2010 saturday

Today I got up at 7:00 in the morning. HAHAHAHA!!! Because this morning no assembly.

Gathered at the briefing hall after finish eating breakfast. After drinking in the morning, I continued to KKJ work. Arrived at noon. I have to prepare to go to the temple. Good to get out of camp. Finally able to leave the camp. Every Saturday afternoon, get out of the camps. I went to the temple near the Banting. Haiz ... Appearance-appearance of the place. I already had come to this place. I capture photos and have fun and back to happy. I feel sad to be back to camp.Huhuhu: ((

After arrived at the camp, I take the cake provided by them and eat and go back to dom. In my dom chit-chat with my friends until non stop. Haha!! At night, gether again in the hall to finish KKJ work. Finally, everyone is allowed back to dom to sleep. But me and my friends do not sleep because my teacher dom want to do orientation session. I and my teacher began to get acquainted with everyone and to the half way, suddenly teacher call my friend, Mee Sie. Because the next day is her birthday, and we want to do surprice to hem. Teacher pretended that she done wrong in kem. She was afraid and cry. And my friend gave the signal and we sang songs together for her birthday. She was shocked, cried and thanked. Because she was not form Selangor so her family could not visit on Sunday. So we ask Wan Yin's family to buy cake to celebrate for her. Finally went we finish, all of us straight away go and sleep. Because all of us are very tired already. HAHA =)

6th day of PLKN

2/4/2010 friday

This morning I sleep soundly once. Could not wake up from sleep .. But had to get up for morning assembly. After morning assembly, teacher-teacher teach us morning exercises including the types of fine. As usual breakfast, mihun soup and I preparing for the third day of class CB. At noon, I do not have mood to eat. This is because I just call my father if want to take leave or not. Dad told me to ask how management processing. Unfortunately I've not seek leave for late holidays. The next day the office will not open because my father if I had to send a letter please leave. Therefore, I call my father back to tell everything. I cried very hardly until can't talk very well. Once I'm calm, I eat Maggie noodles to cover lunch. After that, I prepare to go to continue the discussion of company. Continued with dinner. At night I thought to be gathered for Buddhist.So I prepared very rush. But last-last don't have. Haiz ... So, I wait to gather at 9:00 pm. At night there is kind of training how to sit well when rest. LOL!!!~ Finally, I am glad that my hp I will be back today.This time is much awaited by everyone. I conform will use it long until late night!! Because tomorrow is holiday for us. Saturday and sunday is holiday for us... hahaha ~ ~

5th day of PLKN

1/4/2010 thursday

Today I got up at 5:30 in the morning because to bed. While at 8.30am -12.30 noon komanden or coach will make layout sportcheck. After that, prepare a sport shirt for morning assembly. This will be done every morning except Saturday or Sunday or holidays. Continued with breakfast, lunch fried rice with hot milo. As usual I will be in class CB for nine days from yesterday for module 1. In the afternoon I will be briefed about the KKJ (kontrak kita janji). After that, I required to the training room to discuss things that are told during briefings.Came to dinner. The night will continue with the video. Some look to fall asleep. I sleep late today because of the video finish late. By the way, I open the stall selling Maggie noodles.Hahahaha!! =p

12:00 o'clock midnight, I straight away sleep. Very tired!!!!

4th day of PLKN

31/3/2010 wednesday

Today I got up early in the morning for breakfast. So I gathered in the hall after breakfast briefing sessions because they are acquainted with the camp commander, staff and coaches and wear class uniform. Mad hot!!!! After that, I had a character building class. Start 8.30 am -10.30 am. 10:30 am is break time. And continue from 10:30 am -12.30 noon. After that is lunch. After lunch we have time to ready and dressed in sports uniform. In the afternoon, I will be divided into groups Alpha, Bravo, Charlie or Delta at the Parade Ground. I was admitted to Charlie company. After that, I had to learn the basics will be used in the Parade for the morning assembly the next day. In evening, I learned to sing national service song. I sing to scream. At night, the non-Muslim religions gathered to be briefed at the number of classes, at what went into their respective places of worship. After that, the Muslims gathered to watch the video to be used in class CB (character building). After finish watching, I need to line up by companies to calculate the number of people.Whether the middle break, skipping or running. Last until they knew the total number of people only released me and my friends back to the dom to sleep.

3rd day of PLKN

30/3/2010 tuesday

Today I got up late because no one stir me up. At first the teacher told me breakfast at 7:30 am.Therefore, around 7:00 am only I went over to eat. When they reached the canteen, already have a lot of people who are eating. Finish eating also got. But fortunately, I was not the last, still got some wira that have not reached yet. Breakfast is fried rice. After breakfast we were not allowed back to the dom. We have to gather in the canteen to wait turn to take clothes. While waiting to take the clothes, one teacher spontaneously doing an activity to fill our time while waiting to take the clothes. Activities begin with wira. They have to know each other. Similarly to the wirawati, but we will do on the other days. After that is lunch. Chicken soup with vegetables. After taking a clothes, proceeded to explain how to wear it about 30 minutes to 45 minutes. After that was dinner. Fish curry, vegetable, spicy fried tofu. Then the non muslim go back dom to bath. Continued to talk about what the NS and activities will we do in camp. Finally, we may go back to dom to sleep. And that night, me and my friends will use hp plenty because tomorrow we have to hand it to teacher dom teacher. Only Saturday and Sunday can use only.. HUHUHUHU;(((

2nd day of PLKN

29/3/2010 monday

At 5:30 am I was shocked by my friend who'd want to go pray. What I do, I get up and shower. So fresh flavor. After that, about 6:45 am, I go out walking with friends outside the dom. We thought we need to be assembled at 6:30 am as stated in the briefing yesterday, but did not. Then we wait until 7:30 am for breakfast. After breakfast, I returned to the dom. In the dom I do not know what to do so I wrote this diary. In the afternoon, I continued to sleep. Because I do not have work and activities have started, so I slept. Until 4:30 pm is tea break. In my plan I want to bath after tea break. But I didnt went. So I go to take a bath. After the bath, my body was still feeling very hot. So I went out with my friend from Kajang, Shim Lin for a walk while waiting for dinner time. Dinner as usual, whether fish or chicken with vegetables and cake. After dinner, we all gathered to talk again. And finally we are allowed back to dom to sleep.