hiiii....

I am back from camp... It fun and enjoying...

I learn a lot of things...

Although tired but we manage to fixed some things that haven done...

I most like our practice dancing part....

all get to know the steps and moving part, where should we go...

after that we still have 12 more days to tutti!!!!

inspirasi anda, aspirasi kami!!!!!

can't wait for it!!!!

but while waiting very tension about college stuff!!!!!

father still want me to take other subject than sports......

THE PROBLEM IS I AM NOT INTERESTED!!!!!!

very stress and pissful every time talk about this thing!!!!! HATE IT!!! :(

not going to online

today is the last blog for this week...
I am not going to write any stories until I come back from ops tutti...
today is ops tutti start at 5.00pm until sunday noon...
good luck to me for all the test...
although I have no mood to do all the test but I must do it also...
plus I will not comfortable for 3 days.... Don't want come want, come!!!
every time camp also like that....
so I aim tutti camp not going to happen again...
those who understand, understand lo...
those who don't know just ignore this part....
going to chau.... bye!!!!!

blur+stress+tension+scream

today and the last few days I am very very stress+blur+tension+wanted to scream!!!!!!

everyday just busy about college stuff also very tension already...

added by my piano class... exam coming soon...

haiz... now just got 2 intakes.. january or may...

if I choose the may intake I will have no time to practice my piano and sure will FAIL in my exam!!!!

if choose january scard the course don't have as the mail state to me...

I don't know whether my course is the main course or not... HAIZ!!!!!!!

everyday tension about this!!!!!!!! and now I cannot work... no money to earn oso!!!!!!!!!!

I WANT TO SCREAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

12th day of PLKN

8/4/2010 thursday

the last day for me at Kem PLKN Paya Indah

Today is my last day I at Paya Indah NS camp. I felt sad because I will leave this camp, my friends and all the caring teacher. In the morning I'll still be ready to go to the rally in the morning and exercise in the morning. After that I will take my breakfast for my last time. Then I returned to dom to prepare to the CB class for my last time. I did not go in the morning session because I had to manage the document to go back. I had to return the sheets, blankets, and clothing together with footwear celoreng boot. Then I meet my dom teacher to take my hp. I feel reluctant to part with all people. Then I went to class last CB. While they were in the middle of game play. I see only. After that we asked to sit back as women in a row and men as well. And it is time to speak in front. Every day before class finish have this session. Will request a representative to share their experiences while in class and camp. At first I did not want to spoke and because Dayu request, so I spoke out.First I do not want to hold my tears but can not hold. I was crying and a friend give me tissue stretch for me. I can not speak properly. I can not relax. After that, Dayu was speaking and tears to me again. Dayu is the first friend and closest friend in the camp. Through her I do not think the new loneliness and homesickness. Then lunch. I do not want to eat because not hungry and I think back to the dom to update my things. Expiration of packing, I take pictures with my hp.

After that, I leave my dom, I took my things to the front office. Because too many things, I live a few things to be take second time. And yet I also meet Fizah teacher, the teacher who is a Charlie teacher and dom 7 teacher. I take this opportunity to thank teacher. Then I took my last belongings to the office. Time I pass parade square ground, all the wira's are in there. They all say goodbye to me, I was overwhelmed .. Then I took the opportunity to the hall to meet with Charlie company. They sang Charlie song for me ... OOO :((... I want to cry.Then I met with dom teacher to apologize and thanks to teacher. And capture photos with teacher.

Then they all get gather together again. I say goodbye to them.

This is the camp of the most sweet for me.

This camp will be my memories forever.

I will miss you all guys .. ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

This are some picture I capture

p/s: want see more please go to my facebook http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=30458367&op=16&o=global&view=global&subj=92140875973&id=1095019011#!/album.php?aid=2037588&id=1240374491

11th day PLKN

7/4/2010 wednesday

Today I got up as usual at 5:30 am. Clean and tidy beds.
Then is morning assembly and morning exercises. Then breakfast. As always go back to dom and updates with class clothes ready to class. Day sixth. Until afternoon should be lunch lo. After that, all should be dressed in half loreng but I wear sports clothes because I had to go check up. And today my friend will be back, Wan Yin I will miss you. We capture some picture as memories in the dom and I send her to the office last time. We was sad because Wan Yin will going back soon. Wan Yin is one of the friends who same with dom with me, the same company and same class CB with me. After that I immediately into the medical room as I was late. Time I arrived I was shocked. Many people inside. I was requested to wait. I wait until fall asleep. Then, the teacher said doctors could not come. Had to go to the clinic. Time I go out from medical room I saw all trainers are gathered at the Parade Ground and the weather is very hot. I can imagine how hot I will be if I would be in.

Then we take a van along with a few people who will go to clinic. Reach already teacher submit the details to nurse to take turns numbers. Documents like the letter doctor or x-ray radiation teacher holds. One by one go into the room. Finally, my turn. Teacher handed my documents to the doctor. The document I told my mother brought to the camp on Tuesday. Doctor only to see the document continues say I am not qualified to go to NS. That time my feeling I can't imagine. I cannot said do not to sad, I cannot say can happy. What can I do, I just accept the reality only.Then wait few people to complete and return to camp. Time I reached at camp was 5:30 pm.Tea time.

I returned to the dom and the first person to ask me the result is Dayu. I told I had to go back and all start to sad and ask why. Makes me feel like crying. At night, i take my dinner for last time and updates some my things. At 10:30, all are allowed to return to the dom. Previous back to we were not sleeping. Teacher do again discussion on the night. And that night was my last night I sleep in the dom 8. I remember my teacher said, who want to "bermanja-manja" with me. HAHA I laugh. Then all back to their own bed to sleep. So as I.